Real talk

•so for months now everyone has been pregnant and blogging all about it and birth stories (guilty pleasure I LOVE reading birth stories) now everyone has had their babies and blogged their birth stories and now everyone is busy with their newborns and I miss their blogs! So point me in the direction of your favorite blogs!

•speaking of blogs I just starting reading a blog called leather and lace and holy hell it's my fav. Ibe been reading it nonstop like a novel! Her writing and real-ness make me think I should stop filtering my own writing cause in my head I sound just like her blog! So some changes in my writing are sure to come. You have been warned.

•I'm loving this fall weather! I can't wait for all things pumpkin and cozy baggy clothes just like the rest of the world but fall truly makes me so happy.

•so zacs parents are getting married this year! The day after thanksgiving to be exact. They have been together 22 years but never married crazy right?! So their wedding is at the aria in Vegas!!!! They go to Vegas for thanksgiving every year so why not double whammy it and throw in a wedding too?! I'm so excited! It's going to be like something straight out of gossip girl I swear. Champagne and high end hotels plus I bought a gorgeous gown today for the occasion! Easily the nicest dress I've ever worn next to my wedding dress if course.

•Scarlett is quite the character....she is nuts. She has been anti nap time, enjoys screaming at the too of her lungs like...all damn day! Especially in inappropriate places like the mall, while I'm on an important phone call, etc. she just screams all day...for fun! Headaches are inevitable.

•she also is such a girl already like she doesn't ever know what she wants. She wants to play with her toys while she is standing but she has to be standing in my lap and she is so hungry but won't eat and don't you dare stand up without holding her cause she will loose it! And she never wants toys she wants like movies and outlets and remotes and the tv so she screams cause she can't have those things! I'm dreading her as a toddler...

•all I want is to buy shoes. I'm seriously craving to go shoe shopping! I don't think that's normal or healthy. (#shopaholic)

•I need mommy friends! Let's sit at each other's houses and be exhausted with our babies together! For reals.

•all I ever want to eat is a milkyway dark chocolate candy bar...WHY?!? Why can't I crave fruits or better yet veggies!?

•speaking of healthy I am 5 weeks into kaya itsines bikini body guide and I love it and I hate it and that's another post entirely! But since I'm doing it and will finish it before the said wedding in November I bought my fancy gown in a size 2 which I fit into just like...it would look better if I lost a few more pounds ya know? So there is my motivation to kick some ass and kick it into gear with these workouts!!

•I have had a cold for 2 going on 3 weeks now! It's the longest most annoying cold I have ever had! And of course I have given it to Scarlett! Poor thing is all stuffed up too...