Tuesday, February 4, 2014

over due

Well my due date came and went all too fast with no baby...not even a sign of labor being anywhere close. I had high expectations of course, after 9 months of pregnancy your due date is like the light at the end of the tunnel but nothing happened, now I am 6 days over due and still not a single sign of labor...if anything I honestly feel pretty good, I have energy and my body doesn't ache...will this baby EVER COME?! and it's not just me that's anxious, for over 2 weeks family and friends have been constantly blowing up my phone every minute of every day like they think I would have the baby and not have even told them I was in labor? I know they mean well but come on! You would think that sitting around with not a whole lot to do would be nice and relaxing but when your this close to your past your due date its kinda.....terrifying, because you are just waiting to be in excruciating amounts of pain I mean this is a suck fest. Waiting for labor is like a horror film where the killer is in the house and the girl is trying to sneak out knowing the killer could pop out of no where at any second and you just know he will but you still jump and scream when he does. Ya labor is the killer here, it could come at literally any second and Im sure it will scare the crap out of me. Too dramatic? No? I didn't think so either. Maybe im exaggerating this all too much seeing as I did write this at 2:30 a.m because my neighbors above me are vacuuming, rearranging their furniture Im assuming? and letting their child jump around. So maybe Im taking my anger out on my due date when its really just my annoying neighbors driving me crazy. Anyway, I've already cleaned our apartment top to bottom several times, pinned all of pinterest, read 3 books, taken like 9 bubble baths, painted my nails every color I own, and am on season 3 of The Office. I have been sleeping plenty too, but now my sleep schedule is all messed up because I sleep so much during the day then I lay awake all night. I know I need to be enjoying this relaxing time but hey, I am a first time mom I am too excited about meeting my babe to know what I am getting myself into no matter how often I am warned.
In other news, the other weekend my sister Katie took me to SLC to get manicures and dinner. It was so nice to go out and do something for me! It makes such a difference, Im not sure why but it just does. She also bought baby girl the cutest onsies and nursery decor, how sweet is she?! My sister in law and niece have also been keeping me company lately, it's been nice to have distractions like them to keep my semi busy.
And not to anyones surprise Zac has been  a complete angel as always. It takes a special kind of person to be around me as much as he is. Im dramatic, I speak sarcasm 90% of the time, I exaggerate everything and to top that off Im 9 months pregnant!  {hormones!} but he just hugs me and kisses me and laughs when I complain so then I laugh too. He works all day and still comes home in a good mood. He will be the perfect dad....if I ever get this baby out! He also surprised me with a present the day after my due date....I was a mess, but he got me a watch {the jane} from feral watches. I had mentioned to him one time that I wanted one, my sister Katie has the same one and she wore it one day and I pointed it out to him forgetting I had even mentioned it like 5 minutes later but he got one for me! It was supposed to be for me, after I had the baby but I was so upset when my due date passed that I guess he thought I should have it sooner. He is such a sweetheart and I honestly couldn't do any of this without him, he is the strong one, for the both of us, he keeps me together and I am simply amazed by him every second of every day at how well he knows me and knows how to work with me.
Now hopefully the next time I post it will be all about our new little baby S.

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